Mondays are just crazy, I run around and talk non stop from 2pm-5pm and then of course there's errands to run and homework to do. Not to mention since 7am I have to be completely awake and just thinking and all that crazy-ness.  It's just non-stop movement and thinking and I really wish I could take a break.

If I'm going to be honest, I'm going to have to admit, I spend way too much time on the Internet than I should. I waste so much time reading fanfic and surfing the web and watching YouTube videos.

I mean, c'mon Mars, you've got a research paper due the 20th! THE 20TH!!!!!!!!! 10 FREAKING PAGES. Not to mention you've got to start the physics paper.

Senioritis? Nah, I just think I'm overworked. I don't want to leave high school yet, I'm just sick of all this work.  Going to miss this school though...

There's so much to do, I'm just stretching myself too thin working on all of this.  And then all of my extracurricular activities...I feel like I'm not giving 100%. I feel like a disappointment to all the club moderators and to my obligations.  I feel like an idiot with no ideas and no spark, no motivation.

I think I need a good night's sleep.  Or a couple days off.

But I just did have a 3 day weekend, but it was so jampacked with stuff, it didn't feel relaxing.  I just need time to catch up with work....as if I'd use the time wisely. I'd be too busy on LiveJournal.

Fuck myself.

So I’ve been listening to a lot of Les Miz lately.  My favorite song is “Master of the House”…..actually I love “On My Own” and “I Dreamed a Dream” and “End of the Day” and “One Day More” and “Red and Black” and “Stars” and…..pretty much everything. haha.

I would love to play Mme Thènardier. Fun part……don’t have to necessarily be THAT great of a singer for it…right? It’s all about the characterizations.

My mom says she has the original cast recording on vinyl. I’m going to go find it.

Peace out y’all (I should update this more)

I used to dream that I would meet a prince
But God Almighty, have you seen what’s happened since?

Master of the house? Isn’t worth me spit!
`Comforter, philosopher’ and lifelong shit!
Cunning little brain, regular Voltaire
Thinks he’s quite a lover but there’s not much there
What a cruel trick of nature landed me with such a louse
God knows how I’ve lasted living with this bastard in the house

I'm having difficulties being a vegetarian.  Cheeseburgers are too fuckingggg gooooodddd.

Anywho, ma mère says that it would be better for me to have meat in order to get protein and keep building up my hemoglobin and stuff. I definitely don't want to get sick or fuck up my digestive enzymes or my period (*shifty*).

But it'd be pointless to say I'm a veggie and then BAM! eat animals! But I don't give a fuck! I'm eating what I damn well please to lose weight and help out ma mère.

hmmm....gotta find a recipe for tomorrow. what shall I cook?

p.s. allrecipes.com is my bible

Title: Red [1/1]
Author: haha_urdead
Rating: R
Pairing: Shane/Brendon (Shadon?) and Ryan/Shane (Shyro)
Word Count: 2,086
Summary: Shane comes across something he never wanted to see. Oblivious Brendon. GuiltySad Ryan and Shane. Takes place before and in the PWF AU
Dedication: For Colin (lolab) for writing pwf and encouraging me to write this. To all the other dedicated readers of pwf, may you all write some awesome stuff too. Toginsatonic for writing the first pwf fan fic. To anybody who’s actually read this.

heyyy!

It's Mars here.  First post ever. wahoo.

Here's a cool pic from the Cobra Starship show I went to yesterday. (picspam soon to follow)